The fragility of human nature is strange..it carries an unusual philosophy of life, at times it bears hardships never imagined or seen before and then at times the resilience breaks at the tiniest bit of a jolt…
The psychological burdens on the human mind have a wide array of effects, they can either rapidly shape, strengthen and
put us into a stronger more stable frame of existence or just put us into a dead halt.
- The Grey Vacuum
The inert apathetic mass of cold and insensitive being keeps on going for the sake of the world and worldly ties. The subliminal mind does not perceive the intensity of emotions.It corners and enters a grey vacuum, a space where no other exists … just shadows from the past, something that one can relate to and feel comfortable with. The numbness masks the personality and all the qualities that once marked the calibre and character.The perfunctory body looses contact with the passion , warmth and ardor. It is more like a kite wandering in the sky with no ambition.The interactions are involuntary and forced , there is no pleasure in associations and bonding. The sense of belonging is lost along with the loss suffered, the trauma takes the toll and consumes in a cannibalizing fashion.The trauma devours the best of us, taking in the basic units of happiness one at a time. The endeavours become casually faded , to surface, to have a meaning, to know; eventually exhausting up and retiring into a sweet lackadaisical slumber. The sleep of ignorance, the sleep of frittering away, being prey to the woe, the melancholic quagmire ,all designed to make one squander wantonly.
The wish to stay invisible becomes greater and demands breaking the discipline of routine or just continuing it in a platonic manner.The pyrrhonic abandonment becomes the mainstay of the doctrines to be followed.The reds of the thoughts get lost in the blues and eventually a grey .
- The Red Zone